i can’t believe it’s been almost a year since my last post. i guess it’s descriptive of where my life went once i picked up another beer. if you’re contemplating relapse or thinking you want one more, take it from me; and don’t. it’s way too difficult to get back to sobriety. i wish i never had relapsed. now it is what it is. i’m resigning to the truth that this is just who i am. i can’t change.  prayers you all stay on the narrow road. XO